What is the ruling on one who has lost his sense of masculinity and wishes to commit suicide after being subjected to sexual harassment in his adolescence, and where is God's power and protection from this?

Sodomy is a grave indecency with which Allah destroyed a nation. Whoever commits it must hasten to sincere repentance, perform many good deeds, keep company with righteous people, and attend gatherings of knowledge. Suicide is an act of Allah's wrath and a loss in both religious and worldly matters. The implementation of legal punishments is the responsibility of the ruler, not individuals. Life is a realm of trial and tribulation, and Allah's protection does not mean that evil will not occur; rather, He may take revenge on those who transgress against His servant.