Why do you feel depressed, experience crying spells, and feel regret after your Fatiha was recited for someone with whom you were previously comfortable, especially with your family's insistence on completing the marriage despite your current discomfort?

If the current suitor is of good character and religious commitment, then accept him, acting upon the hadith (definition): "If there comes to you one whose religion and character you approve, then marry him. If you do not do so, there will be tribulation on earth and widespread corruption." It is recommended to obey your parents if they desire this suitor, unless the matter is impossible or too difficult for you, in which case they are not permitted to force you.