How can I maintain my uprightness and avoid falling into error, especially with the abundance of temptations and allurements, and what is your advice to me?

There is no need to conceal the love of Allah and His Messenger, for it is part of faith, and through it, one finds its sweetness. Wishing for death is forbidden in Islamic law. Supplicating to other than Allah is not permissible in Islamic law, because supplication is an act of worship that should not be directed except to Allah alone. We advise adhering to the love of Allah and His Messenger, relying on Allah, repenting from sins, and not caring about the mockery of others.