What is the legal (Shar'i) or psychological interpretation of the questioner's feeling of intense attachment to a young man who teaches him the Qur'an and Sunnah, and what should he do about this love that is beyond his will and causes him to experience madhy (pre-seminal fluid discharge)?

We have previously clarified the reality of love for Allah. It appears that the questioner's relationship with the young man began in this manner. However, Satan wishes to entice her into passionate love (ishq). The appearance of pre-seminal fluid (madhy) is an indication of lust. Therefore, caution is necessary, and the path for Satan must be blocked by resisting this feeling or avoiding mixing with the young man.