How can one get rid of the problem of homosexuality that has not been practiced for 5 years, and which causes frustration, lack of self-confidence, and hatred of this worldly life due to the difficulties of marriage?

Sodomy is one of the most heinous crimes, as it deviates from sound human nature and the correct way to vent one's desires, as Allah Almighty said: "Do you approach males among the worlds And leave what your Lord has created for you as your wives? Rather, you are a people transgressing." The questioner must repent, seek Allah's help, and turn away from everything that arouses his perverted instinct. He must strive to overcome obstacles to his marriage, seek help from righteous people, fast frequently, and occupy himself with what is beneficial.