What is the interpretation of the oscillation between religious commitment and being drawn towards prohibitions (chatting with men and pornographic websites), and to what extent does this affect God's view and the future of the relationship with the fiancé?

You must hasten to sincere repentance from chatting with young men, accessing pornographic websites, and listening to music. Repentance is achieved by abandoning the sin, regretting it, and resolving never to return to it. The questioner should avoid going online as long as it leads her to what Allah has forbidden. She should beware of Satan's enticement, occupy her time with what benefits her in her religious and worldly life, and strive to keep company with righteous women and listen to beneficial lessons, along with frequent seeking of forgiveness and supplication. Her fear that her fiancé will fall into sin as a punishment for her own sin is not necessarily true.