Does searching on Google for the word "I have disbelieved" with the intention of finding a fatwa that includes this word constitute apostasy?

The act mentioned is never considered disbelief (kufr). Judging an act to be disbelief requires one's heart to be open to it, for the soul to be at peace with it, and for the self to be content with it. The questioner should continue to strive against these whispers until Allah removes them from her.