What is the way to get rid of the repercussions of a rape incident I was subjected to in my childhood, and is it advisable to tell my family what happened?

We ask God to relieve your distress and ease your burden. You bear no sin or blame for what your uncle did, as you were not yet at the age of accountability. The Pen has been lifted from the child until he reaches puberty. Such thoughts are often satanic whisperings, and it is not permissible for you to think of killing your uncle. You must keep this matter secret from people. We advise you to seek refuge in Allah and remember Him frequently when these thoughts occur to you. Fill your free time with beneficial activities, associate with righteous people, and do not hesitate to marry a righteous woman. Do not mention to your wife what happened to you.