What is the ruling on supplicating against oneself, and is one punished for it? And is a person punished for thoughts related to the Divine Self? And what is the diagnosis of my condition, in which disturbing thoughts, thoughts of misfortune, and bouts of frustration and obsessive whispers have increased, and what is its treatment, and can medications be prescribed online?

It is not permissible to supplicate against oneself. Evil whisperings about the Divine Being carry no sin if they are detested, but one must turn away from them. To diagnose the condition and for treatment, contact the咨询 department of the network. It is advised to turn away from whisperings, maintain remembrance of Allah (dhikr), and frequently supplicate and rely upon Allah.