Is a person's astonishment at a religious matter, by saying: "Scary? What kind of religion is this, ugh," considered a blasphemy of the religion?

In general, your questions, dear brother, have focused on the obsessive thoughts you are severely suffering from. We have repeatedly warned you against these obsessive thoughts and called upon you to ignore them and not to dwell on them. What you mention in this question falls under the same category, so do not pay attention to these obsessive thoughts, do not mind them, and do not give them any consideration; for your indulgence in obsessive thoughts will lead you to great evil.