Will writing of the asker's love to a girl online, then abandoning it for fear of disobeying Allah, be counted among his misdeeds or good deeds, and will he be questioned about what he did before abandoning her?

This question demonstrates intellect and faith. We give you glad tidings for leaving this girl and prioritizing the love of Allah over disobedience. Among these glad tidings are:

1. Reward of two Gardens: As Allah Almighty says: ﴿But for him who fears the standing before his Lord there will be two Gardens.﴾

2. Transformation of evil deeds into good deeds: As Allah Almighty says: ﴿Except for those who repent, believe and do righteous deeds; for them Allah will change their evil deeds into good ones. And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.﴾

3. Experiencing the sweetness of faith: As the Prophet (peace be upon him) said: "There are three qualities, whoever has them will taste the sweetness of faith: that Allah and His Messenger are dearer to him than anything else; that he loves a person only for the sake of Allah; and that he hates to return to disbelief as much as he hates to be thrown into the fire."

4. Glad tidings of sincerity: Because souls that strive against their desires, repel infatuation, and replace it with the love of Allah Almighty, indicate sincerity in His sight. As Allah Almighty says: ﴿Thus We averted from him evil and indecency. Indeed, he was one of Our sincere servants.﴾