I am a young man and very close to God, but I don't like hearing the Adhan?

You need to turn to Allah with sincere repentance, and recite and listen to the Qur’an frequently with contemplation, and remember Allah so that your heart may be at ease. The sound of the call to truth is the best of speech, and the merit of the Athan has been mentioned in the Hadith. Therefore, you must turn to what pleases Allah and hasten to answer His caller and be humble in prayer, so that Allah may mend your heart and draw you closer to His mercy.