Does the questioner deserve eternal hellfire, even though she harms no one and wishes good for everyone? Can Allah guide her with a sign to reassure her if He exists? Can reading the translation of the meanings of the Quran be a means for her guidance, knowing that she fears she may not be able to perform the five daily prayers and is afraid of her family's reaction if she embraces Islam?

Allah is the Creator who deserves obedience, and worshipping Him benefits the servants themselves. The Qur’an is sufficient to prove the oneness of Allah, the truthfulness of His Messenger, and the validity of Islam. Your fear of not committing and committing forbidden acts is a whisper from Satan; for Allah is the Helper, and whoever submits, their destiny is Paradise, even if they commit sins. Abu Talib's torment in Hell is light. Allah guides whoever He knows is receptive to guidance, and leads astray whoever is the opposite of that, and He does not compel anyone to believe, for He has given them the choice. Read the meanings of the Qur’an from reliable sources.