What is the interpretation of the emotional fluctuations the questioner experiences, from feeling and empathizing with others to desiring a deeper engagement with spirituality and self-purification? Are these changes natural and good, and what should he do regarding his love for a girl who decided to cut off her relationships with males?

Dating between men and women, love relationships, and chatting and corresponding online are a gateway to temptation and a pretext for corruption, even if they pertain to good deeds. They could be a lure from Satan and a following of whims. Therefore, one must fear Allah and seek a righteous wife who will safeguard one's chastity and assist in obedience. Occupy yourself with what benefits you, such as acts of worship and beneficial knowledge. Accompany the righteous and learn matters of your religion from the Qur'an and Sunnah (definition).