How can a woman rid herself of forbidden relationships and return to the path of Allah after two suicide attempts, and does distance from Allah cause the continuation of such relationships?

One must hasten to sincere repentance by severing prohibited relationships. Repentance is achieved by abandoning the sin, regretting it, and resolving not to return to it, while avoiding the causes of disobedience and bad company, and by turning to acts of obedience, remembrance (dhikr), and supplication (du'a), because "The one who repents from a sin is like one who has no sin." Sincere repentance erases what came before it and brings Allah's help, facilitation, and protection, as Allah Almighty says: "{.. And whoever fears Allah - He will make for him a way out}" and "{.. And whoever fears Allah - He will make for him ease in his affair}."